This is my best friend. She means the world to me and I care so much about her. Always is there for me and has my back. We meet in the 7th grade, because she needed a pencil and then we started talking about The Sims. I love you so much Jessica.
A Recent picture of me.
Follow me on instagram: Robbayy
So since I’ve moved up to the cities I went a few months of having a crush until I went out for New Years. I literally have never made the first move ever, so I thought this time I should. I accidentally bumped into him and then turned around and apologized. Then we continued on dancing to the song Countdown by Beyonce.
Everything was going well after that he visited and when he went and visited Disney Land he brought back an Ariel keychain for me. I was more then happy I was excited for the future. One day he texted me saying he wanted to be exclusive, but I said he had to ask that question in person not via text. Well then a couple months later he said he didn’t want to date, because of school and his heart condition.
Eventually I accepted that was his choice I still wanted to try as hard as I could. He’d go days without texting me, so when I got feed up I’d say just tell me if you don’t want this to be anything and he never would. Then I’d say If you don’t want this I’m going to move on he took this as a threat. I wasn’t making a threat I was simply stating if this wasn’t for him I wanted him to say so I could move on.
Last time I saw him was the day before St. Patricks day he told me he loved me and was sorry for how he treated me. The next day I drove him to his friends and he kissed me on the check and said he’d text me. Barley said much at all when he did text me then went days again without texting me I was devastated. It had been over a year and I was putting all this effort into this, so one last time I said I’m moving on.
A few weeks later he didn’t say anything back to that, so I decided I’d send a snapchat saying I miss him. The next morning I got a text from him saying didn’t you know I have a boyfriend?……
(this is only half of what happened I left a lot out)
(Source: out-of-plain-sight, via chesterschaun)
No sleep for me tonight.
Follow me on Instagram: Robbaay
The Craft
Bruised up knee
